Insecure?

Since Lily done with Martin, i kinda feel insecure. WTF!

I always wonder why Paul didn’t date Lily when they know each other for quite some time I find it strange. If Paul is so freaking fussy, how can he can fell in love with me within 2 hours?

Nevermind……recently, i talked and compare with Mark how damage are we and apparently he won I tried to make he feel better but telling him how damaged i actually is but i think he’s more damaged. How can i beat his story? Silly Laura! Mark is amazing guy.

Sometimes i don’t understand why someone can let go a great guy….Mark is different than other western guy. Seriously…….Mark is worth to have

Since i live with my parents now, i kinda learn how to take care of baby. I think i drive Paul crazy by talking to him about baby. I want to have my own baby!!! I bet he/she will look cute since i’m cute I want my 1st baby to be boy. I want to name him “Cedric”. I like the name. Short and easy to pronounce

Paul want baby girl but i want baby boy. Anyone want to have baby boy with me?

P/S : Kim, when you coming here? Text/sms me and i’ll recommend where to explore in Malaysia. If you are free, maybe we can chat in ym. It’s been a year we didn’t chat. Bad, Kim!