Gong Xi Fa Chai!

I think it’s not too late for me to wish Gong Xi Fa Chai / Happy Chinese New Year

Anyway, nothing much interesting happened in my life except for feeling betray and unhappy.

I consider myself as lucky because i still have friends to talk how i felt although sometimes i hate myself for feeling upset. I don’t want to talk about my work here…..i don’t feel like talking about my personal life either. Damn, i hate my life. I knew Paul trying his best to understand how i felt but sometimes i think it is not enough. Maybe i being selfish and immature. I don’t know. Sayang, i’m so sorry…..i think recently my attitude towards you is not that nice. Sometimes i’m being mean and sarcastic to you. Can you believe i even thought you’ll be better off with Lily than me although Lily just one of your good friend? I’m bad,right? I don’t know why you didn’t take the opportunity to back off when i asked you to do that. Maybe you are gila

Kim, thanks for the long email. I wanted to reply back but i’m not in a good mood of writing happy stuff. Maybe later,ya? Hmm…….what else? Oh ya, i need to start buy new book. Recently, i been reading so much and i manage to finish all the book that i haven’t read. Suddenly i become bookworm

Hey, this’s 2 latest picture of me taken in Cameron Highlands. Been eating a lot strawberry & chocolate. Currently, i’m in process of convincing Paul to bake chocolate cheesecake & cookies for me when he is here. I love chocolate….have i told you that my weight now is 41.7kg? Can you believe my younger sister; Nina (who’s 5 years old) is heavier than me? Last week she’s 43kg. I’m feeling I don’t know why i always be the smaller and tiny among my family/cousins….hate it so much I want to gain weight!!!!

Btw, i’m thinking of cut my hair this style….what do you think, Kim? Which one you think is nicer?