Why? Why? Why?

A Little Too Not Over You by David Archuleta

Listening to this song remind me of my ex who recently been question me so much. What i don’t understand is he’s the one who wanted me to move on.

Let’s talk about something else.

I went to Maxis (My mobile network centre) to terminate my number but apparently my contract only finish August, 2009 I really want to change my number. Do you remember that crazy lawyer? I went to the electric shop because my water heater not hot. He sat next to me with his wife/gf that he never admit. I pretanding i don’t know him and after i complain to customer service about my water heater problem, i let my flatmate wait for the customer service to pass the complain report and i walked off from the store. I always try to avoid him and never reply his text/call because men like him think all women can buy with money and material stuff. He sent me text 3 days ago and he wrote that his offer still on. WTF! Do i look like i need to be a mistress to support my life? That’s insulting! I reply him back nicely by telling him that, “ If i want your money, i already accept your offer long time ago but i’m not. I’ll be very greateful if you can back off and stop bugging my life”. He reply me back but i just deleted it. What for i reply if he still don’t understand? I try to be nice but if he still text me again or call me, i will say FUCK OFF! I don’t care if it sound very rude. That’s why i want to terminate my number. I don’t want to be rude. 

What else? I was reading about B2 visa requirement and the procedures and i don’t know…..Paul will be here on March 2009 and i feel it’s very unfair to him if i don’t visit him after his 3rd visit. I still trying to convince Paul to live here or any south east asia country

I know he got his own life there & his dad unwell. People will think i am mean for taking him away from his unwell dad I still have to visit SF …at least once to see whether i like it or not and Paul mother wanted to check on me. Just to make sure that i’m not russian bride She’s cute. Why i’m not eager with US? I don’t know but i knew i want to be with Paul. Applying B2 visa require me to go for interview and i’m pretty sure they will try to intimidate me with silly question. I should think positive…..it can’t be that bad,right?