Happy Birthday my lovely Kim!!!

Today is Christmas Day and it also Kim’s Birthday!

Kim,

If wishes come in rainbow colours…..I’d send you the brightest one to say…..Hope you have a Birthday that’s as wonderful as you! Happy Birthday, honey!!!

Anyway, currently listening to All The Way Around by Ali Lohan

Hmmm…..just finish deleted a few folder in my email. I like my email to be neat….so, i always create folder for “Friends” who always email me but mostly is my ex’s. So, now my email have a lot space. ..Of course i still keep all email that i received from Paul & Kim.

Before i deleted the folder, i have to delete the email 1st and some of them i read and i kinda wonder….what happened to “him” now? I know he stopped writing to me when i told him i’m dating someone but what i find it funny until now is……the fact that he’s married but yet still flirting with me although it doesn’t go anywhere. Maybe he just want to try his luck since i was single that time. He’s actually quite nice because he always compliment me ….lol ….but i don’t know why i  don’t fancy him at all.  I just like him as a friend and i still answer his call although sometimes i feel annoyed. (I got no choice because he always called my office number and usually he’ll call me 3 times or more a day). I’m quite relief when he stopped call me but just wondering…..what’s new with him? Hmmm…..email him and ask how is he doing will be silly action. I don’t want to keep in touch with him.

My new resolution for 2009…one of them is, to stay away from my married ex bf’s. I don’t want to make my life crazy and get myself into trouble (That very rare happened but still….i don’t want to end up my life like Meredith. Always make her love life complicated). I’m not getting young though

I threw the best thing i ever had away and i’m not gonna do that again with Paul. I think God loves me enough to give  me a chance to redeem my mistake. I’m not perfect. Lol. A few days ago, i make a column chart what will happened after 2 years, 5 years,10 years & 20 years if i have a family with Paul and that’s scary. I think Paul will still live healthy (since he’s yoga freak) and me……..don’t ask. I secretly hope i won’t turn to be like my dad. I guess i’ll start eating healthy now and less chocolate. I don’t think it’s too late to do that since i’m still young (and cute of course). When is the best time to be vegetarian…..like Kim?

Paul in Salt Lake City now….creepy town and there are surround by marmon. (No offence). Anyway, he’s having fun with his brother and (who else there? hmm…..who cares? Paul know his limit….lol). He made bread pudding today. Omg, i love bread pudding….love it loads….I threw myself to him simply because he can cook. I’m crazy

I better stop writing now……Merry Christmas!!! and Kim, Happy Birthday honey!!!

P/S : I think i don’t fancy “him” because he’s married, cheeky, too tall (he’s more than 6 feet….i swear i look like a lil kid when we walked together) and he’s american. I never fancy american guy ’till i know Kim. I always adore english guy (JUDE LAW) and that explain why most of my ex’s is english. My recent ex have sexy accent and beautiful eyes. I can fall asleep by listening to his voice. Anyway, don’t think we can be friends since he hate me…..it’s ok. I’m cool