Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Fitri!!!

I used to be a person that who’s happily keep in touch with all her ex no matter how rubbish they are (To be exact pain in the arse). I hate to offend them especially when they say don’t be stranger although a part of me said “Not a chance”

Don’t get me wrong. I’m not against people who keep in touch with the ex especially if that person know you well…in and out. I think it’s lovely. I used to date a lovely man who watch me grow up and constantly tell me how beautiful i am especially in the early morning no matter how rubbish i look. It’s a good feeling.  Since i’m no longer date him, i replace him with my alarm tone - You’re beautiful by James Blunt. I need to feel good when i woke up although i’m alone

Do i still keep in touch with him? No! Does he still write/text me? Yes. I only want to keep in touch with people who play a role in Nadiana’s life.

Tomorrow we gonna celebrate Aidil Fitri after 30 days fasting. It feel great because i miss eating every single hour and i lost 3kg because of the fast….which is not good. I look skinny and god knows how much i hate the way i look now.

I slept at 5am and woke up at 10am today. Feel totally knackered but i can’t sleep back. Since a couple of months ago, i couldn’t really have beautiful sleep. Don’t know why. I wish i can have beautiful sleep tonight but i can’t. There’s a lot lovely tv programme because of Aidil Fitri

Anyway, i just want to wish Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Fitri, Maaf Zahir & Batin to everyone who knows me. Feel like writing in Malay now. Ok, here it goes :

Sempena menjelang syawal, saya ingin mengucapkan Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Fitri kepada anda semua dan saya ingin memohon maaf jika saya pernah terkasar bahasa atau perbuatan yang tak disengajakan. Di harap anda bergembira di Hari Raya