I’m sorry ……
“Deep down, everyone wants to believe they can be hardcore. But being hardcore isn’t just about being tough. It’s about acceptance. Sometimes you have to give yourself permission to not to be hardcore for once. You don’t have to be tough every minute of every day. It’s ok to let down your guard. In fact there are moments when it’s the best thing you can possibly do…..as long as you choose your moments wisely”
This morning i went to msn before i go to work and i saw Philip online. I said Hi and we chat for a while. We used to be very close and i guess it’s a part of my fault because i became cold to him. I don’t hate him but dissapointed with his attitude.
I’m sorry Philip and i admit i was very mad at you. How can i not be mad when you promise to keep in touch with me while you did your backpacking and you dissapear after a few weeks? I don’t receive any email/letter/postcard from you. What kind of friends is that? 
I was looking at your photos that i took in skype and i realize that i miss our friendship. This morning conversation makes me feel like, i don’t know you. Things are different now. What happened? Did i lose a friend? I guess i am…….
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Hardcore, LOL!
I’m feeling really uncomfortable today. How about I just turn off my computer for a month… or two?
People who watch soap operas want to see the next episode, don’t they?
Hardcore…. LOL.
How about I just delete this domain from my account? Is that hardcore?
I feel sick to my stomach at the state of humanity, society, the news and the world. I am going traveling and I’m so pissed off I don’t even give a shit about the next culture I’m to explore. I don’t even want to go. I don’t want to answer my phone, reply to a text, or send an email.
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Kim, are you ok? I’m sorry if i’m a bit pissed off to you…….If you need someone to talk, you can always talk to me……i meant it. Cheers!
I’m feeling love and respect for you Nadiana, nothing less.
I’m feeling guilty here and i know i shouldn’t scream at you. I’m very sorry, honey xxxxx
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